sadness is a blessing

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

I’m sick of jumping to help people to get shot down all the time.

I offered to help this guy with this music thing bc he needed female vocalists and he basically told me that my voice is shit lol

frick ppl man idek if i’m good now or what like do ppl just say i am to avoid hurting my feelings or .. ?

Thinking about making a new tumblr. I need a fresh start, something new. I need to feel better. And I need to be able to say what’s on my mind without worrying about what other people have to say. I need somewhere to vent. Tumblr was that place for me but I’ve reached the point where there are too many links to reality where it could ultimately impact my reputation if I were to say the “wrong” thing. I‘ll reach that decision when it comes down to it. But I will not be making a public post if I decide to leave. Only specific followers will know. It’s nothing personal, but I just need to do this for me [if I even decide to do so]. Tired of being a stepping stone. Tired of being hurt.

i’ve had about five anxiety attacks today

maybe 20 instances where i’ve wanted to cry

cried about 4 of those times, held it in otherwise

now i have an intense migraine that none of my pills will cure

and i feel so nauseous but nothing will come out

i loved volunteering tonight, but the anxiety just isn’t worth it.

i hope everyone does great tomorrow